Commuting from Rizal to Ortigas,
which is really not that far, I can observe just how the city (even a “green city”, which Pasig is) is made for productivity. Where out here, the contours are free-form,
over there I have to fit myself into rooms, rented, boxes inside boxes,
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inside of which there are tables where just yesterday I was packing shoes
from a rough brown shoebox to a white one. Sliding off my sandals so I can walk with more of a connection to the ground, feet turning sooty (proof that pollution gets in at the particle level to a room out back, through sealed windows), walking across the room, turning right angles cut out of air by the conference room table,
so I can ferry back and forth from a
stack of brown to a stack of white,
which I have placed out of reach, clean columns
rising like small buildings on top of the table so
they don’t get dirty like my feet. I have a system.
Then the actual task of transfer— I touch each shoe, which, eccentrically shaped, with a toe that curls up like a lip, now feels like a living thing. This is more my nature now,
like in Rizal where I lounge
on boulders dropped into the middle of a forest; a piece of setback that we have landscaped is our yard.
This is where I built the habit of bare feet,
a transition I showed a boy last week
came to visit as I toured him from house, to garden. I slipped off my red tsinelas with the rings, with the heels on it; He said something like ‘I love how you are now a nature girl, naka-paa.’
I can't recall the exact words
cause I was busy looking where I stepped, trying not to trip on the hem of my long purple dress.